The Secret Garden

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Hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it x92756127572

when someone says:
“WHY YOU SO SKINNY.”
“EAT MORE PLEASE”
or anything along that line.

Urgh. Firstly, I must state that it’s not my fault that I’m skinny, and no I’m not on a diet. I’ve been eating Mcspicy Meal upsize whenever I can. (Partly because of the Monopoly thingy) And I feel hungry after 2hrs. It’s my frigging stomach’s problem – it can’t absorb anything I eat and I’m on medication for it. So eating more wouldn’t help the problem because nothing’s absorb!

And secondly, I know that I’m skinny, must you keep repeating it?! (E.G. L.D.) The way ppl phrase it seems like they think I think that I’m not skinny. Wth. Repeatedly hearing that you’re skinny gives the same psychological effect when someone is called fat. Do you like it when someone keeps telling you: YOU ARE FAT?! Same goes if someone keeps telling you that you are skinny. Just because calling someone skinny doesn’t feel as mean as calling someone fat. But guess what, it’s just as annoying + hurting. Do you think I like to be like that. Hell no.

Maybe this is also the reason why i dislike going for gatherings and blah. People would start saying the same old thing (“Why you became so skinny?!”) and yada yada. This is really getting on my nerves.

The only people whom I’m comfortable seeing are: Timothy, my OG mates, Char, Sj and Co, Nurul, Amelia. And thank God that my parents finally stopped talking about it because the doctor told them about my condition. (I told them what was wrong with me but they just wouldn’t believe TILL the doc told them the same thing. Weird creatures.)
And I can’t believe I’m feeling sad over me being skinny rather than worrying about my quiz tomorrow which I haven’t started studying. ): Just ended one today. I hate this week.