The Secret Garden

Mood’s very very wacky rollar coaster-ey when you’re sick!

I had lots to say just now but I suddenly can’t rmb anything now. Hmm.
I think I wanted to say something like:

OKAY WAIT.
My emo mood is totally ruined cos stupid Fawn had to come tell me that hall4 is the hall that the ntu guy stayed in. You know the one in the news. Why am I so suay. And why why why did you tell me that?!! Okay wait I shouldn’t have asked who else did she know that is in hall 4. )):
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Anyway, just wanna say that.
People come and go. Maybe I just need time to get over the fact that things have changed. The time which you’ve been expecting and yet dreading has came and you just have to accept it.
But why is it that once I start talking to you, I don’t feel like continuing anymore. I guess it’s because things have changed so much, or rather you’ve changed so much that it doesn’t feel the same anymore.

I’m actually going in circles and typing and typing. Those who know what I’m talking about, good for you. Those who don’t, then just ignore it. It’s nothing much. Just some emo ramblings.

So maybe I should just accept that life’s just a big joke, leaving you with unanswered questions like why did all these change so abruptly.
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Done.
Now Nurul sent me an sms about what electives to choose? Like I didn’t even know we can choose our electives now?! AND WTH ARE ELECTIVES GOSH. SO MANY THINGS TO THINK ABOUT. STOP BEING EMO NOT WORTH NOT WORTH.

I just ordered McDelivery. Hohohoho. I hope I don’t fall sick after eating though.

Anyway, T was saying that I might have H1N1 cos his friend who had it has exactly the same symptoms as me. No wonder I felt a whole lot better after drinking Tamiflu. Haha!
Okay, so if that’s true, I’ve unknowingly survived H1N1? Or maybe I have mild h1n1 just like Kd’s bro. lol.

School’s in 14days. Gosh. Stupid virus made me waste one whole week of my life. ):
I don’t want to start school.. I don’t want to wake up every morning thinking: Shit. I have nothing to wear.

)))):

I feel like eating Macs Seaweed Shaker Fries.
Boo.

But I’m afraid that my appetite will be bad after I start eating. Haven’t been eating well the past week. Plus I still have cough. ):
Howhowhow. Should I call mcdelivery? It’s going to be lke $3 more compared if you dine in. So ex…

Seems like everyone’s sick after camp.
But I think I must be the one with like the weakest immunity system.
Been down for 5days? (And still counting)
First 3 days fever, followed by cough + running nose. Gosh. ):

Oh anyway, got into hall 4. Le Dung too! Such coincidence!! But that stupid boy told me this when I talked to him over msn:

Me: eh which hall you in
Him: 4
Him: u?
Me: HAHAHAHAHA
Me: OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Me: SAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Him: good bye
Him: im leaving singapore
Me: You sure you’re in hall4?
Him: no
Him: i withdrawing from ntu
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LOL. Cos before results were even out he said that he’s the kind who’ll wear until very shabby in hall and he didn’t want ppl to see. HOHO.
And just the other day I told Char that I hope he’s in the same hall as me! HAHAHA.
Oh wells.

Tomorrow’s T’s birthday. And the poor boy has to go out field. ))):
Plus I don’t get to see him the whole of next week cos he’s busy. Bahh.

I think I have been blowing my nose non-stop the whole of today. Wth.
Plus it really is hard getting to sleep at night cos my nose keeps running + I keep coughing. Annoying to the max.

Okay basically I have no strength to do anything much except sitting down and watch tv or sleep. Sometimes I don’t even have the energy to reply to messages so please pardon me if I lag at replying!

KD: MNG-Inspired Metallic Stitch Top in grey + High Collar Smocked Waist Dress in cobalt blue + plum

In the end I didn’t even go back for camp.
Having really high fever + bad headache + flu like symptoms. I hope I don’t have H1N1?? Choy!
Okay back to sleeep.

It’s only Wed and I’m backkk. Hahaa. No laa. Just back home for a short little while.
Past 2 days were damn tiring. Like dropdead tired. First night we play games till like… 12am, bathe till 2am. (queue and everything) Second night played till 2am….. Goshh.

Okay. I think I’ll go catch some sleepppp. ):
More details when I get back on Fri!

I’m all beat and very very very tired from packing my camp stuff. )))))))):
Now I have to like lug one big heavy bulky bag all the way to BOON LAY + another carrier which has my sleeping bag + sports shoes + jacket in it.
Sigh.
I wonder what made me put myself through this kind of suffering.

Oh, please do not contact me unless really impt. I need to think of a way to make my hp batt last for 5days. (Like in case no time/chance to charge the phone?)

Sleep!!!
I hope that I survive this camp. ):

You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Latest of Harry Potter was fine. Like Sj said, the whole movie seemed really dark. Like literally dark. Not much of Ron + Hermione though. Certain parts of the movie were weird.. Like the very last part when.. *spoilers ahead. But if you read the book, you wold have known. Scroll over the words to see it.* dumbledore died. Like falling back in a really weird way and giving the feeling that he’s so powerless. Like isn’t he supposed to be a really great wizard? Yet he was disarmed by Malfoy so quickly. Oh yes, and the part when Ginny suddenly like Harry all of a sudden?! Like one minute she has a boyf, the next part she suddenly likes Harry. Hahhaah. So weird.. Oh. And I think the part when Ron was smitten by the love potion thingy was so funny.

Overall, I think it’s pretty nice cos of the effects and everything. Really cool. I can’t find my HP book 1. Booo. Okay, I hereby declare that I’ve never read a single book of it but I’ve watched all 6 of the movies already. Hoho. I like Goblet Of Fire + POA (3rd and 4th book) out of the 6 movies. But supposedly GOF was summarised alot in the movie as compared to the book. BUT I still like how the movie comprised of both the competition + the ball. And Emma Watson looking sooo pretty. (: Haha.
Can’t wait for the last movie to come out, but heard it’ll be in 2 parts. I hate the suspense.

Camp next week! Haven’t packed anything yet. I have no idea how to find 6 sets of clothings + 2 sets of unwanted clothes + 1 set of casual wear. Sigh. And the feeling of getting dumped in some foreign place for 5 whole days?! What did I put myself into. )): And I’ll miss all the BC + AE launches! I hope I don’t miss out much….

Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart

Wheeee.
I’m so excited for Harry Potter tomorrow!
Sj, Sab and I aim to watch the first day, first slot at TM! Hopefully no one will be as siao as us to do this?

(((:
Till tomorrow!

Eyes are getting tireddddd. Must have been the waking up at wee hours in the morning’s fault. )):
So Char and I went down all the way to BOON LAY today to do medical check-up (for her) + get hyperactive thyroid blood test results from the doc (for me). We initially planned to reach boon lay by like 7.30am to eat KFC breakfast, but decided not to be mad. And after unexpected delays (like uh humm and uh hummms..) we finally reached ntu at like 10.30am.

We got lost along the way as we have no idea which stop to get off. And we put our geog map reading skills to use using Char’s print-out map from the internet. Char kept saying the school looks ugly and that it looks like a factory. hhahah.

So anyway, waited for the doc like for an hour…. and Char got her medical check-up done within that hour (and even waited for about 15mins for me.) Doc says my hormone level is slightly higher than normal, needa refer me to the specialist to confirm. Endocrinologist. (To see if hyperactive thyroid’s causing my skinny-ness) And that was when I exclaimed to Char in realisation that I’ve been to MANY specialists in my whole entire life. Like for my eye, my backbone, my ______, and now this! I’m like some fragile girl quoted from Char. )):

Was starving when we reached Jurong Point. Nice nice big big place woots! It’s like the size of Tampines Mall + Century square and maybe a little of Tamp1 combined. And the shops inside are like a combination of the 3 too. Hahaha. Bought like nail polish products – Remover, Base coat + DUSTY ROSE Nail colour! (It looks more of brown in fact. Don’t know why the colour’s named that.) I finally decided on buying that nail colour after like…… 2 trips to Skin Food, and about 3 trips to John Little. Hoho!

Was really a nice day today catching up with Char (more of talking though.)! So long since we had such long talks. Haha. And yes I miss S202 as well!!! All the lectures + tutorial lessons (especially Ms Loh’s lessons.) and of course all the people! ))):
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Okay…
Now my boyf’s addicted to this new online Draconica game and he’s busy fighting monsters to talk to me. Pfftttt.

*rings him up on hp*
-no answer-
*rings him up at home*
Me: Hello.
T: EH TALK LATER.
*phone clicks dead.*

GOSH.