It’s now the half mark of Uni first sem. Recess week is here. And I’ve slacked more than half of the recess week already. Besides working on my part of cyber security project every night, I have not done anything academic related. Omggg.
This constant worrying of not doing well for my uni life bugs me, yet I’m still not working doubly hard. I’m used to the slackness of JC life. But no, every test is counted into your uni grades. And I’m thinking of using S/U for my cyber security. The project’s in a mess. ): ): It’s like doing PW all over again but you only have 4 weeks left now. Sighh.
And the final exam’s coming in about.. less than 2 months. Everything I had was just MCQs. I can’t really feel the stress of doing a full paper myself now. Someone please knock me awake.

Stella’s really stressed out in SMU, and I’m wondering why I’m so slack. Maybe it’s just NTU but it seems like alot of guy friends are studying real hard. Esp Mark. You look at him you’ll think that he’s the slack kind, but noo. He goes for every single lectures and started studying for he103 maths even before recess week wth. (And I haven’t started at all yet.) It seems like guys in ntu are more hardworking than girls, which is rather odd because their brains should already be rotted away in NS.

Big sigh. I think I’ll score a big fat 0 for my maths MCQ (YES MCQ. Wth.) quiz because I have no idea what the tutor is talking about. And guess what. It’s already basic maths for economists module. And ermm.. It’s like a gazillion times harder than Alevels. And since my JC maths is alr like shit, I guess I’ll do even worse now. I think if I choose option B for my answer all the way I’d get even more marks should I actually attempt the paper.

Dim Sum at Chinatown + Sentosa with the OG on Sat! Hope it doesn’t rain yo.